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Life is in the ordinary things and not the big things. Today as I was leaving for work, Samara ran to where we place our shoes, picked a pair of sandals and dropped them at my feet to wear. I was so touched and decided that is what I would wear today, she then said her goodbyes and shut the door. They grow too fast I think.

This was not the first time, many times when she sees me pick my handbag, she is concerned about what I will wear and selects a shoe for me. At times I wear them gladly and give her a thank you kiss but at times I decline but still let her know am grateful for the thought. She reminds me of my beloved. For him how you dress from head to toe is really important. You see for me, shoes are not such a big deal, but to him it matters how you look and he loves us being presentable and am so glad he compliments me. So when I hear Samara say 'smart' when she sees one dressed well in her eyes or rushing for a shoe, I see Alex in her.

So today, am grateful for both of them. They play a big role in my life and the Lord would never have given me a better family. Alex leaves for the weekend today, we had truly hoped the job related trips would be over last month, but that doesn't seem to be happening for next 2 weekends. But we are strong and know there is grace for the season. We love you babe and miss you even before you go.

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