My Life

August 17th 2017 Happy birthday to me today. I am 37years old and so excited about it.Don't remember being this excited as I stand in awe of the Lord who created me. My life has been an amazing journey and I would never have thought I would be who I am today, not in my wildest dreams. Almost 40years(4th floor as we call it), I think when you are 16 years you think you will never reach here but I have no regrets, thankful for my blessings and naming them one by one. So blessed to have Alex, to have mothered 3beautiful children, to be a friend who loves and is loved back by many I have much to be thankful for. Looking forward to a great year of purpose, pursuing what I love..relationships and people. Talking, sharing , positively influencing those I interact with  and sharing God's love with them. May the Lord help me.Amen Thankful Sylvia

Faith and fear cannot be in the same space. One must choose either faith or fear. I have found myself many times confronted with that choice, when a doctor says something and you choose the report of the Lord which is like swimming upstream because our default is fear or at least mine. Over the past 3years, we had noticed Nate was breathing alot through the mouth and despite being quite active, at night he tossed quite abit and would snore so loudly. Recently baby girl complained that she can't sleep with him because he makes noise at night. We have had many visits to the doctors, trying antihistamines, saline drops, probeta just to help unblock the nose, however, we  said enough was enough when we couldn't sleep for 3 nights. Nate was sound asleep but he would seem to stop breathing for like 5secs and we would have to prop him for him to breath yet he was sound asleep. They call it sleep apea( Sleep apnea is a serious sleep disorder that occurs when a person's breathin