Christmas already? Another year is gone so so fast. Am so amazed at God's goodness. How awesome is the God that I serve. I can't believe that at the start of this year, I was at rock bottom. As people rejoiced last year over this season, I hated it with all of me. I just wanted to hide in my bed despite being sorrounded by family. As people laughed, I despised it.Why would you be so happy , when am so sad and lost?I cried on New Year's Eve, 2012 was a very very difficult year and I wondered what did 2013 have in store? Did I care whether I lived through it or not? But friends, as I have written today on my facebook page, pain and sorrow do not las t. God has a way of soothing our broken hearts. He has His special way of easing the pain of loss and whatever hurts. Today I stand in awe of His love and works. How can such a big God , reach out to someone like me? But God is love and that is His nature. So, to all those that are hurting right now, a loss of a loved one or fr