My Life

Sunday 26th October was so special. Nate turned 5 months and was dedicated in Church. It was such an honour to give thanks and to ask God to guide him to walk in His ways all the days of his life. We had lunch with family just to celebrate God's goodness and faithfulness.Any excuse to say thank you, we grab it. Before the dedication, we sang a song that often has driven me to tears.Sang in a lot in the past 2 years "blessed be the name of the lord...He gives and takes away...blessed be His Name". I got emotional because it has been so strong in my heart the past few weeks that the Lord Gives and we praise Him. May we know Him as the Lord who gives .

Happy Second Birthday Jaden 2 years ago on this very day,Jaden you made me very proud to be called mum again. I feel so honoured to be a mum to Samara, Jaden and Nate. Today,I told God how much I miss my baby but more than that how thankful I am to have given birth, held, kissed, cuddled and loved Jaden. So many women desire to pregnant, many desire to carry a pregnancy to term , many desire to hold a live baby in their arms. And I have had that privilege to be pregnant, carry to term and hold my three babies. Am grateful for Jaden and told God today thank you.No tears though a few trickled but tears of joy and gratitude. Jaden you have taught me to appreciate God,He gives and He takes.His ways are above my ways and His thoughts are above my thoughts. I looked at Nate and thought to myself how I don't understand God's doing but it is marvelous in my eyes.I can not imagine our lives without Nate.He has been such a joy to our lives. How Sovereign is our God.

Its a great and new journey. I had a panic attack when baby boy was 3 weeks.While breast feeding, he choked like any normal baby would and I panicked and thought he would die(remember in my subconscious I know Jaden passed soon after 3 weeks). However, it has been an amazing 4 Months being mom to Samara and Nate. We cherish every moment, life is precious, we celebrate at every stage.We are back to work and am privileged to go with Nate to work. I would like to share a few pictures. Nate Can Sit Now  Nate Being Curious and Wondering What Is In Daddy's Ear Celebrating 4 Months