Today marks the 2 nd year since Jaden went to be with the Lord.In that season,in my pain I envied those who had lost there children many years before. I envied those who shared their experiences and seemed to have healed because the pain I was in was so fresh.I wished it would fade away and I knew maybe with time the pain would be distant and here we are amazingly 2 years now. On that very day, the pain was so intense, it looked so so blue. The cloud of darkness was so heavy and if someone then told me that I would have another child I would have scoffed at them.But yesterday was an amazing day. My mum and her friends came to see baby Nate. Oh we felt so so loved. The women came with porridge,gifts and sang to Nate.Most importantly they brought my mum to speak a blessing over him. When my mum held Nate and prayed over if and declared how he will excel in life like David did and how he will face and overcome challenges(the Goliath), I was blown away. I felt that God has rea