Jaden,its so hard this third year.I miss you terribly.Today,I found myself asking God to give you back to us.Sounds crazy, sounds like am going back to grieving the initial days when I wanted you given back to us. I take Nate to Sunday school and in his class the other day, there was a Jaden and his name was just written like our Jaden's. At some point, the boy hit Nate and he apologised by giving Nate a hug and my heart melted and ran wild wishing, hoping that our Jaden was here with us. I pray for grace, I pray for strength for me, for Alex and all of us.May He strengthen me, may He strengthen us all. Miss you loads