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25 Weeks Now

In the past 3 days, two family friends have been blessed with baby boys. It is such exciting news, but I caught myself feeling anxious. Yes,now I know I am next in the next few months. I actually requested Alex to pray for me this afternoon because I am seeing like end of May is already here.

I have also thought about Jaden this week.It is actually 16months today, almost 2 years now?Unbelievable how time just flies. I miss him, I find myself with a tear or two sometimes but I thank God that He is a healer and comforter.

I am excited about my weight gain today. I am now 68kgs and enjoying but I have been feeling kind of guilty because I gave birth to Jaden while I was at this weight. I have found myself wondering how unfair I was to baby J  for having such a low weight yet again my beloved reminded me that I was very unwell at about 6months and I could hardly eat hence the poor weight gain. His birth weight and that of Samara were almost the same despite being about 72Kgs with her.

So I pray that this anxious thoughts will cease and I shall cast all my cares unto God. The journey continues with many good things happening in our lives.


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kasupuu said…
OOOOh how I had missed hearing from you through your blog.Each and every day,this blog reminds me that God loves us greatly and he is a faithful God.Am so excited and can not wait for May.
11 February 2014 at 08:44
Sylvia_Counselor said…
In deed God loves us greatly,I totally agree. May is fast approaching dear, its so here.

Blessings Sly
12 February 2014 at 08:57
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