In the past 3 days, two family friends have been blessed with baby boys. It is such exciting news, but I caught myself feeling anxious. Yes,now I know I am next in the next few months. I actually requested Alex to pray for me this afternoon because I am seeing like end of May is already here.
I have also thought about Jaden this week.It is actually 16months today, almost 2 years now?Unbelievable how time just flies. I miss him, I find myself with a tear or two sometimes but I thank God that He is a healer and comforter.
I am excited about my weight gain today. I am now 68kgs and enjoying but I have been feeling kind of guilty because I gave birth to Jaden while I was at this weight. I have found myself wondering how unfair I was to baby J for having such a low weight yet again my beloved reminded me that I was very unwell at about 6months and I could hardly eat hence the poor weight gain. His birth weight and that of Samara were almost the same despite being about 72Kgs with her.
So I pray that this anxious thoughts will cease and I shall cast all my cares unto God. The journey continues with many good things happening in our lives.
I have also thought about Jaden this week.It is actually 16months today, almost 2 years now?Unbelievable how time just flies. I miss him, I find myself with a tear or two sometimes but I thank God that He is a healer and comforter.
I am excited about my weight gain today. I am now 68kgs and enjoying but I have been feeling kind of guilty because I gave birth to Jaden while I was at this weight. I have found myself wondering how unfair I was to baby J for having such a low weight yet again my beloved reminded me that I was very unwell at about 6months and I could hardly eat hence the poor weight gain. His birth weight and that of Samara were almost the same despite being about 72Kgs with her.
So I pray that this anxious thoughts will cease and I shall cast all my cares unto God. The journey continues with many good things happening in our lives.
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