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Day Twelve


Today is Alex’s turn to go tour the town and I baby sit samara. She is really acting up, I think she knows her dad aint here and am so worked up because I need to arrange transport for cargo to be picked yet the fone is not dialing neither sending smses. I am so mad and unfortunately with Sam acting up , I am also letting it out on her. I apologise and tell myself to relax.

Its also raining heavily and I cant go to the shop that sold the line to us as they asked me to go. Anyways it stops I carry Sam there and she is heavy now at 9.6kg. They tell me it will be rectified by 2pm and am desperate anyone I ask for their fone has an excuse or state their fone has an issue. So I told my self there isn’t much I can do, so showered samara then she slept. Went down to meet wife of the Kenyan guy and its refreshing to talk to her..We come back to room and baby girl sleeps. The fone finally works and I make my necessary calls and am satisfied. Cant wait to go home though.We waiting for Alex to come back and hope he comes with Pizza







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