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We are 6months today and thanking God so so much. Weighing 7.8kgs and ready to start weaning. Mummy is not sure what to feed this young man despite all the various advices but we shall take it a step at a time. For today, we celebrate this young man with a big attitude,smile and laughter.God is faithful .Celebrate with us this milestone.

Today marks the 2 nd year since Jaden went to be with the Lord.In that season,in my pain I envied those who had lost there children many years before. I envied those who shared their experiences and seemed to have healed because the pain I was in was so fresh.I wished it would fade away and I knew maybe with time the pain would be distant and here we are amazingly 2 years now.  On that very day, the pain was so intense, it looked so so blue. The cloud of darkness was so heavy and if someone then told me that I would have another child I would have scoffed at them.But yesterday was an amazing day. My mum and her friends came to see baby Nate. Oh we felt so so loved. The women came with porridge,gifts and sang to Nate.Most importantly they brought my mum to speak a blessing over him.  When my mum held Nate and prayed over if and declared how he will excel in life like David did and how he will face and overcome challenges(the Goliath), I was blown away. I felt that Go...

Sunday 26th October was so special. Nate turned 5 months and was dedicated in Church. It was such an honour to give thanks and to ask God to guide him to walk in His ways all the days of his life. We had lunch with family just to celebrate God's goodness and faithfulness.Any excuse to say thank you, we grab it. Before the dedication, we sang a song that often has driven me to tears.Sang in a lot in the past 2 years "blessed be the name of the lord...He gives and takes away...blessed be His Name". I got emotional because it has been so strong in my heart the past few weeks that the Lord Gives and we praise Him. May we know Him as the Lord who gives .

Happy Second Birthday Jaden 2 years ago on this very day,Jaden you made me very proud to be called mum again. I feel so honoured to be a mum to Samara, Jaden and Nate. Today,I told God how much I miss my baby but more than that how thankful I am to have given birth, held, kissed, cuddled and loved Jaden. So many women desire to pregnant, many desire to carry a pregnancy to term , many desire to hold a live baby in their arms. And I have had that privilege to be pregnant, carry to term and hold my three babies. Am grateful for Jaden and told God today thank you.No tears though a few trickled but tears of joy and gratitude. Jaden you have taught me to appreciate God,He gives and He takes.His ways are above my ways and His thoughts are above my thoughts. I looked at Nate and thought to myself how I don't understand God's doing but it is marvelous in my eyes.I can not imagine our lives without Nate.He has been such a joy to our lives. How Sovereign is our God. ...

Its a great and new journey. I had a panic attack when baby boy was 3 weeks.While breast feeding, he choked like any normal baby would and I panicked and thought he would die(remember in my subconscious I know Jaden passed soon after 3 weeks). However, it has been an amazing 4 Months being mom to Samara and Nate. We cherish every moment, life is precious, we celebrate at every stage.We are back to work and am privileged to go with Nate to work. I would like to share a few pictures. Nate Can Sit Now  Nate Being Curious and Wondering What Is In Daddy's Ear Celebrating 4 Months

Nate Jabulani our long awaited miracle boy is here . Born on 26th May, 2014 weighing 3.345Kgs. He is peaceful, big sister loves him to bits. Nate means given by God and Jabulani sing for joy or rejoice and indeed we are celebrating him. A few pictures of him below   Nate on 26th May,2014   Thrilled to be leaving hospital Our bundles of joy My One In A Million Husband We are so grateful to God for this bundle of joy and all the friends and family that have showered us with their love from when we discovered we were pregnant. It h as been a journey of faith and we have tasted and seen that the Lord is good.

I have come to conclude that indeed its God who is the creator and His timing is always best. 2 weeks ago the doctor had told me she thinks I may have baby within a week and I was so looking forward. But he re we are and patiently (not really) waiting for baby boy to arrive. My EDD is tomorrow and I have an appointment hoping not to come back home without baby. Anyways Rick Warren has a word for me today and I would like to share with you May 22, 2014 God: Never in a Hurry; Always On Time by Rick Warren “Don’t try to get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you become mature and well-developed.” (James 1:4b MSG) Be patient with God and with yourself. One of life’s frustrations is that God’s timetable is rarely the same as ours. We are often in a hurry when God isn’t. You may feel frustrated with the seemingly slow progress you’re making in life.  Remember that God is never in a hurry, but he is always on time. He wi...