Mother's Day is such a bitter sweet day sometimes.
Today, unlike other Mother's days I have missed my 2nd born Jaden. Maybe because I was thinking that last Sunday was International Bereaved Mother's day, a title I wish I didn't have to hold, that has been with me the entire week. Or maybe it's because I want to risk it and do something to remember my boy.
I asked my husband a question I've never dared or allowed myself to think. If Jaden were alive today, turning 9years this October, how much would we have invested in or for him? So, I shall risk it, I shall not waste my pain.
So this mother's day, I celebrate all mothers but especially those who have nothing but memories, wishes and dreams like me.
Happy Mother's day to me, I shall not be anxious, I shall keep going.
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