I am smiling to myself as I write that title. For indeed it is a pleasant and welcome surprise for me. We were scheduled for our 22 weeks scan today and on our way to hospital, I could hear God asking me whether I trust Him? I was at peace but in my hearts of hearts, I felt it was a girl. I actually had a girl's name. I wanted to moan for Jaden forever and wanted a girl, to guilt trip God for taking my son away.
So, we get in and all is normal and the doctor asks if we want to know the sex and he writes this is the penis..etc..and for a second there I didn't here everything else he said. Shock was what it was. Alex was calm and smiling. So in the car I asked him if he was excited or if knew it would be a boy and he said he had an open mind but somehow felt it would be a boy. He said,I looked serious and hoped I was not disappointed. And of course I am not disappointed. To see all features of baby are well and there, and to hear a heart beat and a kick on my stomach is an honour. Yes I am shock,shaking, happy, thrilled, excited, confused etc etc about it being a boy but what I know for sure is that I am thankful for this miracle baby boy. He has brought joy to my heart this day 22nd January 2014. I have fallen in love with him and I am so looking forward to meeting him soon. I have also fallen in love with God again.
I feel He has pulled a major surprise on me. I didn't expect it but I know God is wonderful and His ways and plans are excellent and perfect. As for now I am singing of how great my God is..how awesome this God I serve is. Thank you Lord because every good and perfect gift is from you.
We keep praying as we walk this amazing journey of faith.We look forward to sharing the news with baby girl this evening.
Bless you all for sharing in our joy.
So, we get in and all is normal and the doctor asks if we want to know the sex and he writes this is the penis..etc..and for a second there I didn't here everything else he said. Shock was what it was. Alex was calm and smiling. So in the car I asked him if he was excited or if knew it would be a boy and he said he had an open mind but somehow felt it would be a boy. He said,I looked serious and hoped I was not disappointed. And of course I am not disappointed. To see all features of baby are well and there, and to hear a heart beat and a kick on my stomach is an honour. Yes I am shock,shaking, happy, thrilled, excited, confused etc etc about it being a boy but what I know for sure is that I am thankful for this miracle baby boy. He has brought joy to my heart this day 22nd January 2014. I have fallen in love with him and I am so looking forward to meeting him soon. I have also fallen in love with God again.
I feel He has pulled a major surprise on me. I didn't expect it but I know God is wonderful and His ways and plans are excellent and perfect. As for now I am singing of how great my God is..how awesome this God I serve is. Thank you Lord because every good and perfect gift is from you.
We keep praying as we walk this amazing journey of faith.We look forward to sharing the news with baby girl this evening.
Bless you all for sharing in our joy.
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