My Life

I am smiling to myself as I write that title. For indeed it is a pleasant and welcome surprise for me. We were scheduled for our 22 weeks scan today and on our way to hospital, I could hear God asking me whether I trust Him? I was at peace but in my hearts of hearts, I felt it was a girl. I actually had a girl's name.  I wanted to moan for Jaden forever and wanted a girl, to guilt trip God for taking my son away.  So, we get in and all is normal and the doctor asks if we want to know the sex and he writes this is the penis..etc..and for a second there I didn't here everything else he said. Shock was what it was. Alex was calm and smiling. So in the car I asked him if he was excited or if knew it would be a boy and he said he had an open mind but somehow felt it would be a boy. He said,I looked serious and hoped I was not disappointed. And of course I am not disappointed. To see all features of baby are well and there, and to hear a heart beat and a kick on my stomach is an ...

Should I say we are 22 weeks pregnant now or start with Happy New Year Greetings. It is an amazing year, I can feel it in my bones and am looking forward to embracing what God has in store for me. Baby gal turned 4 on 7th January am everyday we are amazed at how much she has grown into a small lady. She loves high heels, she loves order, she keeps rearranging our shoes neatly and last night even the clothes in the laundry basket needed to look neat. She is so much like her daddy. Samara reminds me of God's faithfulness even in my low days. Baby Gal n Mum modeling some new outfits Well, we were scheduled for the normal monthly checkups on Friday and we patiently waited for a particular antenatal doctor. I was excited about my weight gain this far.When we finally walked into the office, she asked for our past history i.e have we had other children beyond this pregnancy and she wanted to know everything. Narrating how each pregnancy was and the outcomes of the ASD& narrowin...