Christmas already? Another year is gone so so fast. Am so amazed at God's goodness. How awesome is the God that I serve. I can't believe that at the start of this year, I was at rock bottom. As people rejoiced last year over this season, I hated it with all of me. I just wanted to hide in my bed despite being sorrounded by family. As people laughed, I despised it.Why would you be so happy , when am so sad and lost?I cried on New Year's Eve, 2012 was a very very difficult year and I wondered what did 2013 have in store? Did I care whether I lived through it or not?
But friends, as I have written today on my facebook page,pain and sorrow do not last. God has a way of soothing our broken hearts. He has His special way of easing the pain of loss and whatever hurts. Today I stand in awe of His love and works. How can such a big God , reach out to someone like me? But God is love and that is His nature. So, to all those that are hurting right now, a loss of a loved one or friend, loss over a broken relationship or whatever is heavy in your heart, give it to the Lord who loves you unconditionally.
We are 18weeks pregnant now. Our baby is growing, the tummy is all out &I have started feeling the kicks.What a privilege it is to be a mum again,the third time round(unbelievable).I have come to appreciate Psalms 139 so much because if you would have told me , I would one day be a mum of three, I would have laughed at you,but here we are...it tally's with what is written, He knew you before you were woven in your mother's tomb. That is our baby and I can't wait to look and see what God has in store for us with this baby.
We are all excited, baby gal is thrilled , she feels baby needs to come before May. She kisses the tummy and says how mummy's stomach has grown...and I tell her it will grow more. Baby gal is at her grandmas with her cousins. She says she is having much fun. I look at her over and over again ,I see God's goodness through her. She will be 4years in the next 2 weeks. This gal is so loving, she appreciates small and big things and she loves beautiful things. She looks into my eyes often and says"I love you mummy, you are a nice mum". Those words warm my heart. I love this gal to pieces.
So Christmas is here and the New Year is quite close. Please remember to count all your blessings during this season. Oh, do you remember Caleb's family(I had blogged about him earlier last year and he later passed on in August),they were blessed with a baby boy Mark on 12th December ,2013. This far I have come it has been God,He picked me from the darkest pit of my life and I can see the sun shining now.May you always run to Him. May you have a greater testimony of His Goodness.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
Blessings
Sylvia
But friends, as I have written today on my facebook page,pain and sorrow do not last. God has a way of soothing our broken hearts. He has His special way of easing the pain of loss and whatever hurts. Today I stand in awe of His love and works. How can such a big God , reach out to someone like me? But God is love and that is His nature. So, to all those that are hurting right now, a loss of a loved one or friend, loss over a broken relationship or whatever is heavy in your heart, give it to the Lord who loves you unconditionally.
We are 18weeks pregnant now. Our baby is growing, the tummy is all out &I have started feeling the kicks.What a privilege it is to be a mum again,the third time round(unbelievable).I have come to appreciate Psalms 139 so much because if you would have told me , I would one day be a mum of three, I would have laughed at you,but here we are...it tally's with what is written, He knew you before you were woven in your mother's tomb. That is our baby and I can't wait to look and see what God has in store for us with this baby.
We are all excited, baby gal is thrilled , she feels baby needs to come before May. She kisses the tummy and says how mummy's stomach has grown...and I tell her it will grow more. Baby gal is at her grandmas with her cousins. She says she is having much fun. I look at her over and over again ,I see God's goodness through her. She will be 4years in the next 2 weeks. This gal is so loving, she appreciates small and big things and she loves beautiful things. She looks into my eyes often and says"I love you mummy, you are a nice mum". Those words warm my heart. I love this gal to pieces.
So Christmas is here and the New Year is quite close. Please remember to count all your blessings during this season. Oh, do you remember Caleb's family(I had blogged about him earlier last year and he later passed on in August),they were blessed with a baby boy Mark on 12th December ,2013. This far I have come it has been God,He picked me from the darkest pit of my life and I can see the sun shining now.May you always run to Him. May you have a greater testimony of His Goodness.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
Blessings
Sylvia
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