Whoever said grieving is a journey was so right. Jaden, I have missed you, I have cried for you this 2 months from your birthday. I wanted you here with me and with us. Your sister and brother shower me with much love, especially when am down somehow the letters under the pillow from Samara and the hugs and kisses from Nate are so so many. Today it is 4 years since that day you went to be with the Lord. I pray for strength for today and the days ahead. I love you much my baby until we meet I hide you in my heart forever.